Appraisal?

I had my dreaded mid yr work review today. I like it when I was under the admin mgr cos it means that I will only have this dreaded meeting only once a yr. Now I have to have 3. It's not that I do not like the VP, she's much easier to talk to as compared to the previous one. OMG! The old one was horrible! She shouted and screamed but to her, that's a conversation. Very bad perception but nonetheless... I think she prepared me for a lot of things in life. Hehe.

The review went ok lah. I know I have been doing ok. Thing is, I do not have a long term vision in this workplace. Sure, I'm here for 7 years. But I'm not exactly the kind of person to receive a long service award.

This is me... sick of work. How I wish I can disappear from my workstation for a while and appear back at 4.55 pm to go back home. hahaha

Can't take leave.... can't concentrate.... this is so inefficient. Something that I frown upon. Haiz...

I got philosophical during my review. "It's like a when you have a child and you want to provide as much as possible for the child but at the same time, you are worried that the child do not develop enough skills to survive on their own. That's my worry. We can do magic but how much support is too much support that the other people are handicapped by that support" Hmmm... points to ponder.

Anyway, it was over in less than an hour. Which was very good timing for me. :)