Sucky job?

How would you know that you have had enough in your job? I know I'm well needed but this poses a problem. Other people around me will be irritatingly inefficient. Since when does being efficient means that everyone else around you will be dependent like needy babies?

This is not even my dream job but the money is ok. Things that I like to do does not pay well. So what should I do? Tape my mouth and brains and carry on? Or should I move on with my life? It'll be easier if OH get paid well. I can be satisfied with half of what I'm getting now.

Argh... I get sick thinking of this. My babies need food.... I need to pay for everything in the house. Can't depend on OH cos he doesn't maintain his finances well.

I hate tough decisions. My sister is so lucky to live with my parents. This is the price I get for wanting to be independent.