Hmmm... WTH???!!
What do you do when OH is behaving weirdly? I can't believe that this might be happening again... This time, it's like... oh... she's my colleague and we are not doing anything wrong. We hang out with our families... bla bla bla. But woman's intuition is telling me that they are having desserts on the side. Am I paranoid, you asking me? N.O.P.E.
They have been colleagues for damn long and now, all of a sudden, she's in my life like we adopted her or something. Even my closest friend gives me space to breathe. She's this damn fake individual that I can't stand. Very makcik makcik character that really irritates me. I learn the hard way that that's OH's taste. OMG! All those pompuan that he cheated me with, all have this makcik makcik character. Oh God, I might need serious therapy to convince myself that I'm not makcik makcik character.
But then again... He didn't select me. I chose him. Cos, I was cheated by his fake-ness. Also learned the hard way, that he acts differently in public and in private. Especially when in front of me. I was public when I got to know him. He's this perfect pijak-semut-tak-mati guy. But his real self... he's this lazy, ungrateful, self centered, two timing, mentel jerk. Worse thing is, no one will believe me when I say that he's all that. Cos he's damn bloody perfect in front of people.
I accept that it's my bad luck to be married to him. Hey, I chose him. Actually I wanted to reject him till some bloody kepo ask him to reconcile with me. I might be happily single with great career right now. However, I don't regret my life. I know he's regretting being married to me but hey, idiot! I supported you financially all this while so get off your high and mighty arse and be a bit more humble. Instead of questioning me of my responsibility, question yours. What are the roles of a husband and are you fulfilling it? YOU ARE NOT!
Anyway, yesterday I left my keys at home and sms him to come back asap. I'm not going to stay at the void deck till 11 pm lah dammit. Before realising I don't have my keys, I asked him to pay me back the amount he owned me. His last reply was at 6.19 pm. Then I called him at 6.23 pm and he did not answer his phone. I called repeatedly for more than half hour and he doesn't reply. Texted him twice and he replied that his phone is on silent and he's at Bedok MRT. Yeah rite! Silent means it's on vibrate. He must think that I'm an idiot. If he can reply, why can't he call? His mom called and he ran like Usain Bolt to answer. Bloody hell.
HATING HATING HATING the situation I'm in now. Got a monkey wrench in my bag yesterday. I feel like throwing it at him.
They have been colleagues for damn long and now, all of a sudden, she's in my life like we adopted her or something. Even my closest friend gives me space to breathe. She's this damn fake individual that I can't stand. Very makcik makcik character that really irritates me. I learn the hard way that that's OH's taste. OMG! All those pompuan that he cheated me with, all have this makcik makcik character. Oh God, I might need serious therapy to convince myself that I'm not makcik makcik character.
But then again... He didn't select me. I chose him. Cos, I was cheated by his fake-ness. Also learned the hard way, that he acts differently in public and in private. Especially when in front of me. I was public when I got to know him. He's this perfect pijak-semut-tak-mati guy. But his real self... he's this lazy, ungrateful, self centered, two timing, mentel jerk. Worse thing is, no one will believe me when I say that he's all that. Cos he's damn bloody perfect in front of people.
I accept that it's my bad luck to be married to him. Hey, I chose him. Actually I wanted to reject him till some bloody kepo ask him to reconcile with me. I might be happily single with great career right now. However, I don't regret my life. I know he's regretting being married to me but hey, idiot! I supported you financially all this while so get off your high and mighty arse and be a bit more humble. Instead of questioning me of my responsibility, question yours. What are the roles of a husband and are you fulfilling it? YOU ARE NOT!
Anyway, yesterday I left my keys at home and sms him to come back asap. I'm not going to stay at the void deck till 11 pm lah dammit. Before realising I don't have my keys, I asked him to pay me back the amount he owned me. His last reply was at 6.19 pm. Then I called him at 6.23 pm and he did not answer his phone. I called repeatedly for more than half hour and he doesn't reply. Texted him twice and he replied that his phone is on silent and he's at Bedok MRT. Yeah rite! Silent means it's on vibrate. He must think that I'm an idiot. If he can reply, why can't he call? His mom called and he ran like Usain Bolt to answer. Bloody hell.
HATING HATING HATING the situation I'm in now. Got a monkey wrench in my bag yesterday. I feel like throwing it at him.
posted by Rina Rufini at
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